I find it terribly funny how people can be incredibly selfish and self-centered all over one day of the year... (And rude/mean.) Yeah, I'm excited about my birthday but I'm not going to ignore people and crash at people's houses, and etc all over a birthday. Sorry, I sound mad, and I am, mad, and hurt so get over it. It's just a birthday. If you want to take it up with me go ahead, but since you're all acting like I don't exist don't worry about it.

I already have two photo shoots in the making... One for Nadine's mom and another for Nadine's senior pictures when the time comes. I'm excited, if anyone wants to contribute to the "fix the photographer's camera(s)" fund I and my photography buddy would be more than thankful... I AM getting a new digi cam next month but I won't have enough to pay for all of it which means I don't have enough to fix any cameras yet... If you'd like to set up a photo shoot or have any pictures you'd like taken, like, wallpapers or something, let me know and I'll tell you what I can do, I have a good deal of references and sample shots.

Dad and his buddy Jenell.

Me and my baby cousin, ain't she a doll?

I was forgotten, ignored, and had various promises to me broken consistently all day. Really makes you feel loved don't it? I hope you're all happy and had a wonderful time, you'll be happy to know I cried, all day. I always wanted to be invisible, thanks for making it possible.

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Ok so I'm sitting here waiting to go to bed so I can get up bright an' early Thursday, today, so I can finish the Turkish Delight an' make some chowder, oh the joys of taking a foods class. Making deviled eggs too, my specialty, but I don't get to finish those till I get to my uncle's house.

ONLY 13 MORE DAYS TILL I TURN 20!!!! Next Sunday's the day, not this coming one but the one after... My dad has taken off, work, Saturday for to celebrate with my granma and prolly Tracy but Sunday's open for interpretation. (My mom figured I'd be going to the Vande's so she didn't plan anything.)

Ok so I took Capt Picard from Nick's lobby and they're desperately trying to get me to disclose his resting place... Anyway, he's kinda the "leader" of Suite Worship and he wants to listen to the Davi stuff/tapes from last Sunday, now I just gotta get the money ($5) to pay for them... They're already made, Renee did it for me like not long ago, I just need the money... And when/if the video gets done I need one of those too... But yeah, so I told him about Davi and he was like, "That sounds awesome..."

Ok so it's been a while since I've updated and as I'm tired of being like, in the running for not updating in the longest amount of time, thanks to Pieter updating I was winning, I've decided to update.

Well, someone found my bunny and dog, I have yet to get the dog though as I never know when anyone is home. I am eternally and forever under a lot of stress and other things, which will be taken care of soon.

I cried all the way home. My blue bunny and little bean bag dog fell off the top of the car and they're both favourites. Pray that someone finds them and turns them in 'cos yeah... I've been through a lot with them.