I've been working on a project for a friend, an uber favor so-to-speak, all week. I came to a point where I'd really like some input, answers to questions, clarity, assurance I'm getting what they want, etc. So I put in a call. Then another. And another, always leaving messages, at home, on the cell... nada. It's been days now, and I need to finish it tonight, due to other obligations I have hence forth. *shrug* so what do I do?

It's hard to even want to finish it, of my own avail, when I'm not even getting the simplest of response/respect in return. *growl*
Part of me hates being as responsible and graceful as I am... 'cause I feel like, maybe I breed this treatment. But at the same time, I can't leave someone hanging, that's not how I roll. *eyes bulging*

Now, even after a shower, and major scrubbing, my hands still strangely reek of smoke! *growl* makes it hard to relax/sleep *off to wash again, and apply ample amounts of smelly lotion/s*

Even not going to the wedding, all that went into it... for so many folks around me, was insanely draining. The aftermath was/has been equally bittersweet. I feel like I haven't slept right in weeks, yet there's so much to accomplish after such a prolonged hiatus for daily activities.

It's time for some serious job-hunting (at least vigilantly checking Wednesdays & Saturdays; the days the local paper comes out) and resume buffing... I have my hopes and thoughts about how things will soon work out, but I have to be dilligent and put in all the effort I can come up with as well!

Meanwhile, I'd love to get some basic works done here at home and in my mental to-do list... *heavy sigh*

but, for now, I'm going to try to get my first true night of rest!