I don't really have much to say at this point/any more... *shrug* it's not like things have changed abruptly in the last 36hours, or anything. As, in the end, I'm still where I was: SO moving forward. Unfortunately, I'm simply all that much more aware of how truly confused/messed-up/not-ok/so-missing-the-point/misguided/chicken/dumb he really is at present.
While part of me is all riled up, angered, and even ticked beyond comprehension... there's still the part that has my heart leaping out at him, praying he could just get it, really get it, deal, be real, and stop running around in such deceit to himself and everyone else!
*heavy sigh*
I could probably rant more, for hours, but I need to get some sleep... despite all this junk, I've been running rather relentlessly for the last week, and I still have to work in the morning (yay for work!)
thanks for putting up with my mono-thematicness
