how do I do it?

I mean well, I really do. I mean anything but malice. I'm doing my bestest to set my own needs & wants aside so I can maybe be helpful, of blessing, to someone who seem[ed]s to need it...

and yet, I fail miserably. The only thing I accomplished was creating unnecessary strife, anger, frustration, and pain...

how does that happen?

  scribbled by manky @ 23:47:56
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