how do I do it?
I mean well, I really do. I mean anything but malice. I'm doing my bestest to set my own needs & wants aside so I can maybe be helpful, of blessing, to someone who seem[ed]s to need it...
and yet, I fail miserably. The only thing I accomplished was creating unnecessary strife, anger, frustration, and pain...
there's more where that came from...

scribbled by
manky @ 23:47:56

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PayPerPost, how do I love thee? Let me count the ways...
I've been using PayPerPost for months now, and substantially over the last couple of months, especially with the doom of unemployment looming over my head. During that time I actually made enough from PayPerPost alone... that I had $500 waiting to be paid. Since then I've gotten quite a bit busier than I was, plus I've got a job under my belt, so I'm not hitting the opps as often as I was. But I still have been able to maintain over $300 in my to be paid pile, and have racked up over $1000 total payout *lets out a woo hoo whoop!*
there's more where that came from...
I admittedly spent quite a bit of time, very leisurely, over this last week... pursuing the latest puzzle release. Only to find the supposed culmination occuring as JDM & I were driving back from Bethel. I tried to find pieces in my daze when I got home, and found myself discouraged (along with many others) late into the night. Today things finished up, slowly... with someone finally finishing it off, and many jumping ship along the way. As usual, I have to share my efforts... 'cause well... I put too much work into it not to memorialize the progress. I'm proud of myself, and I'll forever treasure the sweet sincere voice on the other end of the phone, late Sunday night, saying, "I hope you find your pieces!"
*shrug* It wasn't my time...
Meanwhile, my constant PayPerPost created cash flow has been helpful for food & gas purchasing. I know, whee! But, now that I'm working again... I'm praying about the possibility of a real deal camera upgrade!
...enough already!

scribbled by
manky @ 22:12:25

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Lord, send rest...
Jonathan & I made it home safe (a while ago, ftr... not just now,) by the pure Hand & Grace of God.
We were both quite physically & mentally wiped (him possibly more than myself!)
We had an intense debriefing session the entire way home, honestly only listening to one song during the entire trip... with the instrumental stint during his napping attempt! For an 8-9 hour trip, I was shocked!
there's more where that came from...
It was intense, but that good intense... *slight smile* He's moving, big time! and I love it.
Thanks God!
Oyg, must sleep
[no new puzzle pieces discovered ALL DAY!, how is that even possible... now that they are all supposedly released *sigh* oh well]
...enough already!

scribbled by
manky @ 1:06:50

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