*sigh*
you know that swelling feeling you get when you allow yourself to dream, when you let yourself get all wrapped up in the idea of some new man stepping your way!? yeah, feels all fun, fuzzy, flighty, and oh so silly.
I, for one, get all super-goofy. *shaking head* I probably read like a book. I find myself laughing at the stupidest things... er, well, everything they say or do. I get this giddy grin plastered across my face, and fumble towards excuses, tryign desperately to feign composure. yeah, so it'd been awhile since I let myself go there. l'm slightly afraid I may be there, or well on my way there, now! *eyes wide open*
I know what He has planned for me, could never match any silly school-girl crush I can conjure. But, it sure makes the day go by faster, and funner, and yeah... gives a girl a good ego booster, right!? There's just som'n about a man who is honoring, recognizes who you are, assures that others hear the boasting, seems slightly nervously awkward around you, and just smiles in a way that could melt your heart. *sigh*
See? I'm totally working myself up... what have I come to!?
