what is this world coming to? when even your best friend won't give you a ride to an interview [&work]... you start to wonder.
I know it's not how it works, or even what it's about... but I can't help but question why it is that I've made myself so available/helpful to anyone who even so much as mentions the fact they have the need. Yet, when I bring myself to the point of actually grovelling for folks to step up; I see scuffled feet, hard hearts, bemoaning, and a rare few who will jump at the opportunity (even if asked twice daily.)
What did I ever do to create this amazing "community" around me!? I feel so... priviledged.
So, now. Instead of waking up, relaxed, refreshed... excitedly getting ready for a prospective long-term employer... and knowing I'll be at my best to greet them; I get to attempt this on no sleep, figure out (or continue trying) a ride early in the morning, and/or consider drive myself (causing the most unneeded stress for such a morning!)
