*feigns laughter* shock of all shocks, I continue to disappoint. HeavenForbid I do much of anything right. Apparentally it's not bad enough that I can't find a job... (nope, couldn't possibly be that someone is trash-talking me at a prior place of employment... everyone else must be more qualified!) I don't even follow doctor's orders and rehabilitate myself adequately. And people wonder why my scope of friends/family/people I go to is so narrow!
I'm sure I'm probably ranting... but it really hurts when someone you want to please so desperately, can only seem to point out all the things they think you could/should be doing better, and/or fail to see any of the good/progress you are doing. Sad thing is, I think I do a pretty good job of masking most of the entirely dreadful parts of my life... and yet I still seem to look unpleasing.
[in case you haven't noticed: I've been neglecting the notification system. Posting so often lately, I find it unnecessary. Also, my posts have been arguably short in nature... please bear with me, I'm still typing with just one hand & I can only do so much.
