so who remembers the book?
not that's it's of great impact (ok, so it is... awesome book; gut-wrenching, coming of age, seriuos stuff for it's age specific demographic!) but that's a bit of what I'm feeling & fighting right now... not sure how to better describe it!?
I mean, no one's teasing me, making fun of me, or downright dissin' me. But atthe same time I keep asking myself, 'How do they see me?' & 'Who am I really!?' in that whole grappling/searching sense.
Ag! The questions rolling around in my mind. Pushing, prodding, pulling at my wit's ends. It's a time for pressing in, digging deep, and fanning the flames that burn at your very self. That's how true silver (or it it gold?) is put to the test, made its best, most beautiful... right? The beauty of a pearl, requires years of irritation, uncomfortability, and 'dealing' with it with your own inner resources. That's what I'm laying claim to: my harvest, my purification, my shining moment!
So be it!?
