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(age: 28 years, 9 months, 5 days, 22 hours, 14 minutes)
[history: 2002... ]
Thursday August 31, 2006
brain food
 Who would have ever thought you would see blueberries on a poker table? Usually there's nuts, chips, beer, and other "healthy" matter! However, someone has unlocked an advantage with this small berry...
there's more where that came from...
Touting its brain boosting power, blueberries are the latest poker tip from PokerOnAMac.com (you've gotta listen to guys who acknowledge the power of a mac! ...enough already!  scribbled by manky @ 23:59:59 
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this has been a meta, payperpost entry
in the name of love
what is this world coming to? when even your best friend won't give you a ride to an interview [&work]... you start to wonder.
there's more where that came from...
I know it's not how it works, or even what it's about... but I can't help but question why it is that I've made myself so available/helpful to anyone who even so much as mentions the fact they have the need. Yet, when I bring myself to the point of actually grovelling for folks to step up; I see scuffled feet, hard hearts, bemoaning, and a rare few who will jump at the opportunity (even if asked twice daily.)
What did I ever do to create this amazing "community" around me!? I feel so... priviledged.
So, now. Instead of waking up, relaxed, refreshed... excitedly getting ready for a prospective long-term employer... and knowing I'll be at my best to greet them; I get to attempt this on no sleep, figure out (or continue trying) a ride early in the morning, and/or consider drive myself (causing the most unneeded stress for such a morning!) ...enough already! scribbled by manky @ 23:49:57
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this has been a friends, get up off your bum & participate, woe is me, work entry
winter's coming
 Summer is lovely, but it's been cruel to me this go'round (I didn't even get to swim!) So, I choose to look forward to the crisp fall breezes, white winter snow, and sparkley spring showers! All beautiful times to snuggle up with a great book & a hot cup of som'n, watching the weather unveil itself from the possible protection of a window.
there's more where that came from...
Add to that a fireplace and I'm in heaven! But a wood fireplace is way too much hassle for a single gal like me. I'd rather have me a gas fireplace.
My landlord is here for some days. They offered to work on any fix it list... and investigate some better options for heating this winter. If only I could get them to go for a gas fireplace, not that I've got the room for one in this cozy place... but it would certainly make the difference in the freezing months!
*imaginging herself cozied up in front of a warm fireplace* ...enough already! scribbled by manky @ 22:31:36
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this has been a payperpost, weather entry
disappointment.
*feigns laughter* shock of all shocks, I continue to disappoint. HeavenForbid I do much of anything right. Apparentally it's not bad enough that I can't find a job... (nope, couldn't possibly be that someone is trash-talking me at a prior place of employment... everyone else must be more qualified!) I don't even follow doctor's orders and rehabilitate myself adequately. And people wonder why my scope of friends/family/people I go to is so narrow!
there's more where that came from...
I'm sure I'm probably ranting... but it really hurts when someone you want to please so desperately, can only seem to point out all the things they think you could/should be doing better, and/or fail to see any of the good/progress you are doing. Sad thing is, I think I do a pretty good job of masking most of the entirely dreadful parts of my life... and yet I still seem to look unpleasing.
[in case you haven't noticed: I've been neglecting the notification system. Posting so often lately, I find it unnecessary. Also, my posts have been arguably short in nature... please bear with me, I'm still typing with just one hand & I can only do so much. ...enough already! scribbled by manky @ 22:18:47
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this has been a serious life, woe is me entry
a little ditty
there's more where that came from...
On monday night Elizabeth & Jonathan came over in attempts to stretch our creativity muscles & create this jingle... I've since laid down the [final?] vocals, & think it's pretty sweet for an internet jingle (especially considering we had to explain, at great lengths, exactly what PayPerPost is and how it works to Mr. Jonathan!) ...enough already! scribbled by manky @ 18:40:41
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this has been a friends, music to my ears, payperpost entry
I smell smoke
I'm sitting here workin', typin' away, filin' away... and smellin' smoke. Not the 'oh my word, is the place gonna crumble soon?' kind of smoke smell, but the 'remnants of last night's bbqing adventure' kind of smoke smell. Now, I know for certain I wreaked of said smoke last night, much to my own dismay. So I promptly placed the foul clothing in the must launder pile, with no thought of re-using. I'm all double checking myself; nope, nothing on that's a rerun... Finally I realize, it's the stupid splint! The velcro straps, and possibly the liner, soaked up the wonderous *rolls eyes* scent.
there's more where that came from...
Gives me even more reason to question/second guess myself. Maybe it really is time to drop the splint, except in dire straights circumstances of possible mangling or re-injury! Is this a sign? God laughing in my smoke-filled face, saying "move on, already! would ya?"? Who knows... for now I question, and get whiffs of bbq gone slightly array! ...enough already! scribbled by manky @ 9:35:00
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this has been a laugh at me entry
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