it's no wonder that as humans, we have such a twisted view/ability to actually trust that God is who He says He is, does what He says He'll do, and loves like He promises to love...
what with a whole shebang of people wandering around doing anything but all that!
I'm talking well-meaning God lovin'/fearin' folk, peoples! the real deal... as humans, fallible mammals of the upright walking persuasion, we lean more toward the screwed up, making life all suffering for those around us...
*sigh* maybe I simply expect too much, from myself, and from everyone else... I'm just downright tired exhausted of all the drain that comes from giving people chance after chance to truly let me down!
so how do I then turn around, and allow Him to be my true Sustainer? when I don't even understand what that looks like... can't I get but a simple glimpse?
