ok, so I´m getting restless... not only are things & time flying by, but I´m freezing every inch of my body off on a daily basis!
despite my forethought, I clearly was not ready for actual coldness... especially not under these circumstances. (people choose not to turn on any sort of heating element, for fear of actually having to use gas/pay for it! things are bad, eh!?)
there's more where that came from...
So here I sit, sickly, lonely... and yet in an entriely different country than the one I was in less than a month ago!
I miss many, more than I´d have expected... it´s this werid mix of emotions on a hourly basis. I can be totally lost in the moment, and enjoy extra special time with folks & freinds I´ll not soon see again... and soon after I´m alone in a bus, stnading along the street waiting for one... or even laying in my bed, and all I can think of are the pals back home whom I can reach out to, oft easily, in such sporadic moments of loneliness...
*huge sigh* why was I made so strangely incapable of being alone!?
the wedding is gonna be a super blast, his and her families are close freinds of mine all around, as well as many others who will be along for the celebration, so we´ll surely party it up here next weekend!
until then, or later, or sometime in between...
- la yankee, de nuevo en pagos queridos
...enough already!
scribbled by
manky @ 18:04:36
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