lots of odd little quirky things have emerged of late. from my monitor giving up on life (I'm currently using a teensy replacement from the storage unit at work,) to bearers of bad news... HeavenForbid™ I get simply a break from it all and just enjoy some peace for a day.
As it continues ot rain cats & dogs, I continue to prepare myself for the worst. Bearing down, trying to build up walls of defense so that the offenses only hardly touch, penetrate, and break me down. The sad part is, some of those walls needn't exist.
Praise God I've got good friends all around me who won't allow such walls to be built between us, and I can continue to simply fall back and feel rather safe/comfortable in their prescence... it's all that other stuff in between, and soaking around that gets to me though... and I can hardly stand myself if my friends have to back up any more of my crud or debris.
ManAlmighty, only You can break this junk off me... send your peace, grace, and mercy... I plead!
