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(age: 26 years, 1 month, 18 days, 21 hours, 30 minutes)
[history: 2008... 2007... ]
Monday January 12, 2004
there've got to be 7!?
I'm usually u:ber excited to do this memes, with a whopping list of things that I weed it down to just seven... today I found myself most dreading, and almost completely avoiding, it... barely able to conjure the 7 I so hold dear!
there's more where that came from...
- Tor's back around... and reminds me oft to be happy!
- mamaV finally made it out of the black hole, "The maiden voyage!"
- my newly acquired yarn addiction should get fed a bit saturday as Sara & I venture back to the yarn garden
- I
'mve been out of my house!
- we're learning great stuff all week from the Dew's
- Alicia called the hat I made Beth, "a glory hat!" as it sparkles and shimmers
- I was able to actually do this excersize...
...enough already!  scribbled by manky @ 22:15:48 
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this has been a participation positives entry
couldn't have said it better myself...
Rachel wrote: "P.S. Sometimes I would like to write in this journal as though it were as truthful as the one sitting in my bookcase, but sharing my intimate private thoughts with the world doesn't sit well with me. I hold so much back, for better and not so much for worse. There are some thoughts that are just best kept to yourself. Then again, when I read this in 5 years, none of it will make true sense and I won't have an accurate description of what actually happened or what I really felt. Then again, maybe I will be wrong. Either way... Thanks for reading the edited version of my thoughts."
there's more where that came from...
I've been thinking about this a lot lately... mostly because all of a sudden a great number of my friends actually read this/come here often. Don't get me wrong... I like it, that is after all the purpose: having a life shared, open, and available *again stating motto, 'everyone should have a blog'* for people to be able to stay on top of the good & bad. Unfortunately there are times that I have intense thought processes, aching eager rants, and other miscellaneous mumbles that just don't make the cut. For fear they'd be taken personally, people would look to deep into them, or I'd plain old be vulnerable to the very people I try so hard to front properly.
As intense and outgoing... and even u:ber communicating a person as I am, I just can't seem to open totally up in some respects of my life.
ex: not a single person has heard word from my mouth regarding my romantic interests in the past approx. 6 to 7 years... not even Sara (Nela's heard some in aftermath, but no one hears anything in the works or even serious consideration.) I've just got this weird complex about how it affects the whole outcome, not to mention my reputation/ego when it all goes sour, as such subject is want to do in my life...
anywho, just rambling thought about the fact that not all gets worded here in full (as if you guys hadn't figured that out yet!?) I apologize for that... and perhaps someday when I begin to care less about how you all feel about & perceive me, that could change! ...enough already! scribbled by manky @ 1:20:59
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this has been a family, friends, meta, serious life entry
*mutter, mutter, mutter* [Unconscious Mutterings: week 49_2]
I think there's a reason these are put up over the weekend... people are either way too busy/wiped to think of much more, and/or they are so u:ber bored out of their gourd they'll do anything!
take your pick.
there's more where that came from...
- Mitchell:
a young kid I knew back in pre-school and/or my 6th grade teacher.
- Mercury:
thermometer... all currently raising past the freezing mark!
- Cycle:
Oregon... my dad did it once, I'd never be able to *blush*
- Engagement:
prior... as in, "oops, forgot I had one... but it's all good, this is way better anyways"
- Alternative:
school... went to one for a shmattering between middle & high school, great experience
- Gang:
comes together for "the greater good" of each other/the group... doesn't need to reference purely 'bad' gangs.
- Emotional:
yep! that's me!
- Skinny:
Latte *giggle* [the birth of the "White Trash Mocha" involved such lingo]
- Hypochondriac:
needs intervention... a very sad person who needs to be loved on!
- Insecure:
see above (and then a couple more up, as well...)
...enough already! scribbled by manky @ 0:39:45
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this has been a mutterings entry
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