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Thursday November 14, 1996

Manky's Agenda: November 14th, 1996

I've been in quite the oddest mood lately. I really lost it last night. After youth group I sat in front of the computer to make an awesome entry (all dedicated to pigs in honor of Andrea's cumple [¡no sé xq', pero desde su última cumple siempre le doy algo q' tiene q' ver con los chancitos divinos. Y como este año no la mandé nada decidí hacerla esta páginita x lo -!]) and all of a sudden some things that were said over a Mickey Dee's morfing session with "da posse" really started getting to me. Worse part of the bit is that I know David didn't mean to have it come across in such a way, in fact to tell you the truth I don't think it even did come off the way I took it. I was just really megally tweeked out to begin w/and it really urked me further. But Praise the Lord I can't let such things get too far away from me so I called David up this afternoon and hashed it out a bit... and of course I was right... I really did go overboard in my own mind. It went well and I now know where he's coming from and I feel I understand him a bit better in general. I kept a pretty good cool (if I do say so myself) I just pray he didn't catch on to my incessant bawling. When will I return to normalcy, man? I'm getting sick of this cruddy moodiness!

Lately I've been so off, that just thinkin' 'bout some things will bring me to sheer tears. It really sucks when I'm driving or working (those are my main "deep thoughts" sessions), trying to maintain a basic cool gets really dificult under such odd circumstances. I'm not makingmuch sense @ all, I sort of expected that, that's what's been keeping me from the computer... the thought of spilling all my guts in one stroke wasn't too appealing just yet! But now that I've gotten this far it feels pretty good! I think I might try to do so more often. I'm always harping on my friends to not keep everything bottled up inside, yet I always seem to be the worst offender of that standard! As a nice change of pace I just got back from seeing RANSOM with Rachel, it was intense. But the best part was watching it from a couch with a real movie screen right in front of you... mega comfort and mega screenage as well. Andrew's Pizza downtown opened up this theatre a while back (Skylight Theater). I hadn't been until tonight (minors have to go on certain nights @ certain times [otherwise they serve alcohol] so it's hard to get there @ the right time) and I was quite impressed, I must say. A cozy and fun atmosphere... not so commercialized and formal! Good night and God Bless, if you remember... pray for my moods... I could sure use it!

  scribbled by manky @ 21:36:00
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