Well unfortunately, I think that my already miniscule chances with Jake have been minimized.
there's more where that came from...
Not that I mind just being friends, it's just that I doubt it's going to be easy even being friends.
Let me explain myself, it his mother. She not only talked to him, but shetalked to other's also.
She told Jake, "If you are on the phone for two hours, and you see them at least once a day. It's more than a friendship. And no 13 year old of mine is gonna date."
"Well then, I guess you won't condone it. Will you?" he answered.
She also asked Marcia Siefert (Manno's mother) about me, "Because she's been spending a lot of time around Jacob" (she also said something about my influencing Jake, but I'm not sure of the wording she used.)
Of course we all know how Marcia feels about me, and it's not a good thing. for all she knows (whichisn't even remotelly true) I'm an evil hell-raiser who is trying to suck in all the innocent church children. So that they can join me in my torturous house of pain and suffering. Causing them all to sin profusely. Eventually sending them to Hell, away from their parents (which is probably where they want to be, secretly, but their parents don't want to admit that their angels are human beans who can be forgiven.) Parents just don't want to believe that their children are capable of doing things they don't want them to do on their own. Without the help of horrid beings such as myself.
Unfortunately. I have not yet mastered the practice of mind-controlling. Especially in Jake and Roxanne's case. No matter how hard I were to try (not that I ever wasted my non-existent time) with to convince either of them. they would both still stick with their gut, and do what they wanted (good or bad.) It's not up to me to keep them in or out of control, for appearance's sake.
I wish people would understand that I am innocent. I don't set out to corrupt people's lives. I sincerely believe that everyone's brainswork seperately. Only their own bodies, opinions, andhormones can control them.They are seperate from me.
I control myself (very well, might I add) and no one else. I have enough of a load just handling my own dilemmas (For they are very complex) and urgencies. I don't have the time, nor the capacity to worry (well, I can worry) about, or deal with, someone else's actions. It's all way to confusing.
Amazingly enough, thoughpeople don't use their tickers while attempting to set the blame upon me. I won't accept it. If they set something like that on meI won't hold it, I'll make it fall off. I'm like scotch guard. Something unappealing Falls on me and I let it roll off as soon aspossible. "In little droplets, the uckiness shall fall!" - Girl on Welcome Home Roxy Charmichael
...enough already!
scribbled by
manky @ 0:00:01
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